Feeling A Little Better And Daiblo 3

Monday 31 July 2017

My sleep schedule is all messed up; I woke up at about 16:00, which is later than I wanted. I managed to sleep around 10:00, so I got six hours of sleep, but I wanted to see if I could get up about 14:00. I will try and get up earlier tomorrow if I can get to sleep. I’m feeling a little better today, aside from feeling tired, I’m not feeling 100% but an improvement is good no matter how small.

I finished my questions! Even though I’d become depressed and some days sick and in pain, I still finished them. I’m glad I was able to finish. I didn’t have all of the questions written out, I had some of the questions but I had to write every day, so I did have to write on days when I felt bad. Maybe this will help me to write every day even if I feel down or sick. Maybe I have formed a habit of writing, just when I need to, however, I do write every day on here but it is about my day, it doesn’t take a lot of effort to do that, answering the questions took more effort as I needed to think about them.

My OCD hasn’t bothered me much today, I’ve been trying to distract myself, and I think it’s helped a little, also still taking my medication. I have a bunch of tests will be run on me in the next coming month in the hospital, since I’ll be sedated for most of them I might not be able to post on that day but I will try to.

I played on Diablo 3 with my friend again; we’re just going around with our characters, trying to get stronger. I have no idea how much longer I’ll be playing it as I usually stop when I’ve gotten my character to max level and have experienced all their moves.

Exercise
Push ups: 30
Sit ups: 10
Handgrips: 02 sets of 25 – 50
Walking: 0001 steps – 00:00:01 Time taken

Reading

Join Me

Pages 311 – 311

Not read today.

Prince Of Thorns

Pages 117 – 117

Not read today.

On A Pale Horse

Pages 191 – 191

Not read today.

Short Stories by Philip K Dick

Pages 35 – 35

Not read today.

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Question 31: What do you want to learn to do/get into?

I was wondering what I’d like to learn earlier today.

I want to learn a lot of things, but I’ve decided to take some of the things I think I’d like to learn first and make them into a list of some kind.

Learn a new language: I’d like to learn a new language at some point. Not too sure on which language I’d like to learn, maybe German or Spanish. Japanese seems like fun too.

Learn to play an instrument: I’d like to learn how to play an instrument; my favourite instrument is a violin, so I’d like to learn that and/or a guitar.

Learn how to draw: I’d like to learn how to draw more than just stickmen. I have horrible skills in drawing; it’d be nice to be able to sketch things I see well.

Learn martial arts: I’d like to learn a martial art as it seems fun, however, at the moment I’d need to get better first, me attempting something like martial arts now would probably put me in the hospital.

Those are just a few things I’d like to learn, I’ll get around to them sometime, at the moment I want to focus on other things, like my writing and getting better.

Feeling Down And Daiblo 3 Once Again

Sunday 30 July 2017

I’ve been tired all day, not really able to concentrate on much. I did want to do some reading and writing but I guess the depression with the lethargy has just blended into a state of not being able to do much. I did go on Diablo 3 with my friend again, we managed to complete the story and get our characters to level 70.

I still have my poem up ready for me to edit, since I finished its structure, just need to finish it. Hopefully tomorrow I’ll feel awake and energetic enough to write something.

Still, I’ve managed to continue to write and post my questions for this month.

Exercise
Push ups: 30
Sit ups: 10
Handgrips: 02 sets of 25 – 50
Walking: 0001 steps – 00:00:01 Time taken

Reading

Join Me

Pages 311 – 311

Not read today.

Prince Of Thorns

Pages 117 – 117

Not read today.

On A Pale Horse

Pages 191 – 191

Not read today.

Short Stories by Philip K Dick

Pages 35 – 35

Not read today.

Question 30: What is your favourite genre?

I am not sure. I can usually pick out my favourite of something and the rest are in an unsorted order. However, I am not sure on my favourite genre. I like fantasy, I like Lord of the Rings and Harry Potter; I like sci-fi, I like Do Androids Dream of Electric Sleep and I, Robot; I like horror, I like Dracula and At The Mountains of Madness.

Picking one might seem easy at first, but it isn’t. Dracula is my favourite novel, so you’d think I’d like horror the most, but LOTR and Harry Potter are liked almost equally enough. You’d think I like fantast more since I like those two so much, but I also enjoy Sci-fi a lot.

I’d have no idea, but I can say my top three are fantasy, sci-fi, and horror.

Feeling Down And Daiblo 3

Saturday 29 July 2017

I managed to sleep a little last night, kept waking up but I managed to get back to sleep without much difficulty, which is rare. I still feel tired and my depression is still hanging about, still on my anti-depression medication so I hope that will continue to work.

Still managing to update my sites, so that is good. I hope that I can write a little later on, maybe I can at least write out a few plot points of books I want to work on.

I went on Diablo 3 again with my friend today; I will be going back on there after I finish writing and posting this. We’re on act four now, I think we can clear it in about an hour, so we might do that and the last one tonight.

Exercise
Push ups: 30
Sit ups: 10
Handgrips: 02 sets of 25 – 50
Walking: 2320 steps – 00:25:07 Time taken

Reading

Join Me

Pages 311 – 311

Not read today.

Prince Of Thorns

Pages 117 – 117

Not read today.

On A Pale Horse

Pages 191 – 191

Not read today.

Short Stories by Philip K Dick

Pages 35 – 35

Not read today.

Question 29: What would you do if you had £1,000,000?

If I had that much money, I would try to see if I can self-publish. I’m sure I’ll invest some money in my projects.

I’d help out my family and friends if they needed some help.

That’s about it really, I mean, if I didn’t want to put any money in my projects, I’d probably use it for something like getting a new house and travel, along with helping out family and friends.

This isn’t a long one; I thought I might have had more to say on this while I was typing this.

Insomnia And Feeling Down Again

Friday 28 July 2017

I haven’t slept yet and in pain. I’ve spent most of the day lying down, I’m going to post this, get something to eat and then see if I can sleep after. I have no idea if I will, sometimes I won’t sleep for a while. I’m still feeling down, that combined with the pain, I didn’t write anything today.

I still managed to do my question for the day. Only three more to go. I want to write out some ideas I’ve had for posts. I will start writing out a plan for work when I’m feeling better.

Exercise
Push ups: 30
Sit ups: 10
Handgrips: 02 sets of 25 – 50
Walking: 3055 steps – 00:39:17 Time taken

Reading

Join Me

Pages 311 – 311

Not read today.

Prince Of Thorns

Pages 117 – 117

Not read today.

On A Pale Horse

Pages 191 – 191

Not read today.

Short Stories by Philip K Dick

Pages 35 – 35

Not read today.

Question 28: What superpower would you like?

I was asked this question a few times in the past few years.

Much like with the “What would your three wishes from a genie be?” I tried to think of ways around the limitations. You can’t wish for more wishes, but can you wish for more genies? Can you wish to become a powerful genie without the drawbacks? Can you wish for the powers to grant wishes without becoming a genie?

With all this in mind, I would have the superpower of reality warping. When you can do that, you can do anything. Change anything. With reality warping, you can have every superpower. You can experiment with what powers you like to use.

If I can’t have reality warping or anything like that, what would I have? Flying? Healing? Speed? I’d probably go with speed; however, knowing that travelling fast will screw with how you interact with time, it might be a bad choice if it’s bound by the rules of our reality, so I’d take speed if it doesn’t do that.

If I can’t have speed that I’d go with super regeneration/nigh-immortality or teleportation, I can’t decide on that.

Feeling Down Today

Thursday 27 July 2017

I woke up late today and am feeling a little down, due to that I think my OCD got a little worse today and I’m starting to feel like my writing isn’t very good again. I don’t know, seems when I’m depressed, I just think that everything I write just seems bad. Maybe I should just write and then look at it when I’m feeling happier to see if it’s good.

I managed to do my exercises, so that is a plus. I’m feeling fitter in general, just not feeling better when the pain spikes but I have more movement in my back.

I didn’t do much today due to feeling down but I’m not letting that stop me from posting, even if what I’m posting isn’t very much. I need to put something in place so even when down I can do something I want to.

Exercise
Push ups: 30
Sit ups: 10
Handgrips: 02 sets of 25 – 50
Walking: 0001 steps – 00:00:01 Time taken

Reading

Join Me

Pages 311 – 311

Not read today.

Prince Of Thorns

Pages 117 – 117

Not read today.

On A Pale Horse

Pages 191 – 191

Not read today.

Short Stories by Philip K Dick

Pages 35 – 35

Not read today.

Question 27: Do you collect anything?

I used to collect Pokémon cards when Pokémon just came out. Pokémon came out around the time I was 10, my friends and I got sucked into it. We watched the anime, played the games and collected the cards. However, I never played the card game. I just collected them, I’m not sure on why I never did, I just think I wasn’t interested in playing. I did play Yu-Gi-Oh, but since I played the game, I am not sure if it counts as collecting; I guess you could collect and play.

I collect hats now. I decorated one and thought it was pretty cool, so if I get two of one type of hat, I will use the second as something to decorate, which is fun.

I am not sure if I will get into anything else when I’m older but you never know what the future might hold, it’ll be fun finding out.